I'm not in a good mood today. Tomorrow is my birthday. Coincidentally, it is also the birthday of someone that I used to love. He's my first love. I'm lying if I said that I, no longer have feelings towards him. But the feelings is not love. Guilty perhaps.
Let's call him D. My immaturity make me and D broke up but I still love him. Somehow, I met other guy and I fell in love with him. D kept waiting for me eventhough he knew I'm with A that time. My love shifted from D to A. I love A despite our long distance relationship but he broke my heart into pieces. D was the one who help me during that hard time. D's birthday is tomorrow so I kept thinking of him and what have I done to him. I couldn't accept him no matter how much I tried. Maybe D or A was not the guy who are meant to be with me.
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